Monday, April 19, 2010
a place in this world.
i've been feeling lost lately. i love my life, don't get me wrong. i have a great apartment, a good-paying job, an awesome family, etc., etc., but i still feel like i'm on the wrong track. my plans after college were...well, let's be honest, i didn't have any. and i still don't. my friends are all getting ready to graduate with their masters, or are moving into their last year of law school, and i feel lost. left behind. what happened to the girl who wanted to do it all? i always knew i would keep going to school, i just never thought i'd wait so long. at first i had a good excuse. i needed a job to be able to afford school. then ernest and i were moving back south. but now we're here and i feel so far behind. i want to be in school again. but i know i can't do full-time school and full-time work. and we can't afford for me to work part-time or to not work at all. ugh. not to mention the fact that i have NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO. ugh ugh ugh.
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